Crits

I got my "60 day review" from work the other night. About 30 days overdue.
Critique, they call it.
Weird. I've never been critqued outside the area of my art. It was a personal critique about my personality and my work ethic, etc.
It's taken me days to get over. It was super harsh, saying I often leave the customer think for themselves (oooh, very bad), have come to work flustered and tired on several occasions, and compromise confidence when I don't have the answer.
Well. I took it all without saying a word.
I know a few things to be true. I can't "snap out of it" as soon as I hit the door and leave my personal life on the other side. I'm a human being. A super human being at the moment, taking a full class load and work and maintaining art and life. Also, I HATE being in sales. I have only recently given up trying to tell myself otherwise. You can't always fake an answer.
But, I think I'll try to groom myself up, iron my clothes, and put on some cheezy goodness next week. And be push aggressive. Maybe go to the other end of the spectrum, and hopefully they'll land me in a nice compromise.